Passion

Assalamualaikum, Good evening,

So last weekend, I went out with several friends. Being in middle 20's, most of them are now working in different industries. I asked my petite friend how is working life since she started working a couple of months ago. And the answer I get was quite disappointing. And then she proceed to ask our other friends whether working is 'fun' or not. Of course, their answers are negative too. Suddenly I had this mini anxiety in which I was thinking what kind of job is 'fun' in this world? What job should I do after my studying that can be considered 'fun'? But then I realized that when they say it wasn't fun, it is not actually because of the job itself. I thought so too because when we started working, we should know of our responsibilities and our job scope. What make work a 'life pooper' is actually the people we had to deal with whilst working. 

Then I did  reflection and thought to myself 'What drive people to wake up every morning and do the same thing the did everyday?' What is their passion? I did get to ask a friend and she said it's of treating the patients and seeing them getting better can give her satisfaction. In short, helping people. What is mine? This had lingered in my mind for a few days now and I still can't figure it out. I guess for now I'll live like  robot then. Living life day to day with no meaning.