Passion

Assalamualaikum, Good evening,

So last weekend, I went out with several friends. Being in middle 20's, most of them are now working in different industries. I asked my petite friend how is working life since she started working a couple of months ago. And the answer I get was quite disappointing. And then she proceed to ask our other friends whether working is 'fun' or not. Of course, their answers are negative too. Suddenly I had this mini anxiety in which I was thinking what kind of job is 'fun' in this world? What job should I do after my studying that can be considered 'fun'? But then I realized that when they say it wasn't fun, it is not actually because of the job itself. I thought so too because when we started working, we should know of our responsibilities and our job scope. What make work a 'life pooper' is actually the people we had to deal with whilst working. 

Then I did  reflection and thought to myself 'What drive people to wake up every morning and do the same thing the did everyday?' What is their passion? I did get to ask a friend and she said it's of treating the patients and seeing them getting better can give her satisfaction. In short, helping people. What is mine? This had lingered in my mind for a few days now and I still can't figure it out. I guess for now I'll live like  robot then. Living life day to day with no meaning.

Silent Bullies

Assalamualaikum! Gosh! It has been a year exactly today!

So today I want to rant on the above title. [Edited]. SO this post is actually about people or person who don't have common sense.

A person taught me that I should never be too kind/friendly to anybody. Because being too kind will make you vulnerable to bullying. Silent bullying, caused by those with less or no common sense at all. This type of people is toxic. Really cause they are your friend, and you don't want to bicker over small things. But trust me, when these small things add up, and when you reached your limit, things could get ugly.    

What should I do? Well, a friend suggested that I should just use the same excuse over and over again until she digested it. If it takes forever, then forever it is! So for now, I will follow my friend's advice and see how it goes. Maybe then I will update on the next post (if I still remember the existence of this blog by then) :P

Ciao for now!