Monday, December 14, 2015

Bad things, Good things.

Assalamualaikum wbt, and Hi,



Nowadays banyak sangat kisah-kisah negatif dalam media sosial. Be it about politics, murders, lies, friendship etc. Kadang-kadang rasa susah hati baca posts tu sebab rasa dekat sangat-sangat dengan diri. Ye la, if things happen to others, it could happen to us too kan. Haritu kecoh pasal ignorance bintang The Apprentice, tentang kawan makan kawan, yang menyayat hati, kisah penduduk Syria yang tersepit dengan agenda politik orang tertentu dan of course kisah politik negara ini sendiri.

Saban hari baca kisah tak best ni kadang-kadang rasa nak sumpah-sumpah je semua yang jahat-jahat tu. Bukan setakat F word lah, nak bagi semua huruf dalam alphabet tu. huhu

Baca pasal politik negara ni, rasa nak berhijrah ke negara lain. Tapi apakan daya, lari dari masalah tidak akan mampu menyelesaikan masalah berkenaan, cewah, tapi sebab utamanya soal duitlah. haha! Siapa tak sayang negara sendiri beb, sayang la.. Negara tanah tumpah darahku kott. Sebelum ni, pasal inflasi (or something like that) tapi ditenteramkan oleh PM katanya kewangan Malaysia ok berdasarkan rating Fiscal ke apa (takde ilmu dalam bidang ekonomi, harap maklum), lepas tu dah siap bentang budget, tetiba tambang pengangkutan awam pula naik, dah tu hari ni yang latest nak gubal balik polisi biasiswa JPA. Pasal JPA tu terasa okei, sebab alasan nak gubal balik tu sebab penerima biasiswa taknak kerja gov. Ada yang sesuka hati gagalkan interview, sebab taknak kerja gov.Hmm.. tapi haritu gov sendiri yang dah bekukan pengambilan penjawat awam yang baru. Sedih tahu, sebab saya lah salah seorang pemegang biasiswa tersebut. Tertunggu-tunggu juga kot tawaran dari kerajaan walaupun tahu susah. Diri sendiri pun terasa juga nak berkhidmat, balas balik budi baik taja pelajaran. Tak lupa diri pun.. tapi tu lah..makin fikir makin sakit pulak hati kitew..

Tak cukup dengan berita dalam negara, ditambah pula dengan berita yang kurang enak didengar dari luar negara. Pasal Trump tu haa! Apa benda la mamat tu! Vuduh tak bertempat. Dah la nak jadi presideng nasi goreng USA, tapi manifesto entah apa-apa. Dilaung-laungkannya kata-kata berunsur racism, nak buat polisi itu inilah kononnya nak tahu semua tindak tanduk orang islam di Amareka. Yang peliknya, ada yang nak sokong dia tu. Ramai! Ramai yang berfikiran sempit macam dia rupanya. Tapi mujur dia dah tak boleh bertanding dah. hehe. Selain tu, keadaan di Syria yang tidak menentu. Perang saudara yang tidak kehabisan. Sedih, sebak tengok berita Syria saban hari. Jenazah pelarian kanak-kanak, Aylan yang terdampar di laut. Kisah ayah yang mendukung anak kecil jatuh tersandung dek perbuatan seorang wartawan. Sangat mengilukan hati. Pelarian yang disekat masuk ke negara lain untuk berteduh. Sungguh berat ujian mereka. Sungguh berbeza ujian mereka dan ujian kita. Bertambah pilu dengar perkhabaran Rusia dan UK ingin mengebom Syria atas alasan menghentikan pengganas ISIS. Tetapi mangsanya adalah rakyat Syria sendiri. November lepas, satu dunia digemparkan dengan kes pengeboman di beberapa buah lokasi di Paris, salah satu bandaraya terkenal di dunia. Satu dunia kecoh bimbang akan keluarga, rakan-rakan dan kenalan yang berada di tempat kejadian. Lalu tersebarlah teori-teori konspirasi dan segelintir darinya mencemari imej agama islam. 

Geram rasanya melihat agama islam dicaci dimaki di media sosial. Tetapi saya tidak menyalahkan mereka 200%. Bukan salah mereka apabila media banyak menyiarkan berita buruk berbanding berita menyenangkan. Mereka (terutamanya di US) dimomokkan dengan penipuan demi penipuan oleh rangkaian Fox News. Tidakkah mereka fikir, orang islam itu bukanlah malaikat, bukanlah bidadari atau bidasari. Orang islam hanyalah manusia seperti mereka yang juga punya nafsu. Tidakkah mereke berhenti sejenak dan berfikir, dalam kalangan penganut kristian juga ada yang berniat jahat seperti KKK. Hmm...

Tapi seminggu dua ni, makin bertambah pula berita-berita positif yang membuatkan hati ini terasa 'faith in humanity restored'. Saya paling terkesan dengan page fb HONY (Humans of New York). Sudah lama saya mengikuti page ini yang memaparkan kisah-kisah penduduk New York. Tetapi untuk tempoh seminggu pemilik page tersebut membuat liputan khas pelarian Syria yang diberi kebenaran untuk tinggal di US. Kisah-kisah mereka mampu mengalirkan air mata namun bibir kembali tersenyum tatkala membaca komen-komen pengguna fb di page tersebut. Pelbagai bangsa dari pelbagai negara bersatu memberi kata-kata semangat dan dorongan kepada pelarian tersebut. Ramai yang ingin membantu dengan menawarkan khidmat pertolongan walaupun sekecil menyambut mereka di bandar.
Selain itu, tidak kurang juga negara Kanada yang mensasarkan target menerima 10K pelarian sehingga 31 Jan 2016. Yang paling mengharukan, mereka menyambut kedatangan pelarian Syria dengan alunan Thola'al Badru. Umat islam pasti tahu, lagu yang sama dinyanyikan semasa baginda Rasulullah saw berhijrah ke Madinah. Di skala yang lebih kecil, terdapat banyak post fb yang memaparkan kisah-kisah samaritan yang membantu golongan dalam kesusahan tanpa mengira warna kulit dan perbezaan bahasa serta agama. Yang penting adalah "warna" hati.

Saya pasti masih banyak lagi kebaikan di dunia ini, tetapi terlindung oleh kejahatan yang lebih banyak diuar-uarkan. 

YESTERDAY I WAS CLEVER, SO I WANTED TO CHANGE THE WORLD.
TODAY I AM WISER, SO I AM CHANGING MYSELF. 


Friday, September 4, 2015

It's Morphin' Time


GO GO POWER RANGERS! *insert hyped up Power Rangers theme song* 


I'm sure most of us had watched this series at least once in our lives. But do you know, other than the 6 famous Rangers, there is another Ranger? However this one Ranger does not cause the field to explode whenever she poses. This Ranger has no enemy ( at least one that is known) and this Ranger can't fight. WAIT.... if she can't fight, then what makes this Ranger a Ranger then? Well, this Ranger ain't no like any other Ranger, because this Ranger is a Lone Ranger, and I'm proud to say that I am one. LOL. 

I like to use that word whenever I go out alone. I am not lonely people, it's just that I like to have time for myself too. Going out alone makes me more alert of my surroundings. I like to observe people you see and I often thought to myself why would a person do such and such? or what leads them to act such a behaviour? 

Being alone also makes you more approachable. But this one has its :) and :( . The :) is when you meet unexpected people who could turned out to be a friend, while the :( is when the people could also be a foe. Or the in betweeners, like a salesperson. :P

In my experience, I met so many people on my journey to a destination but I will always  (so far) remember the three of them. 

I met kak L at a bus station. It was already late evening and I was waiting for the bus to my hometown, but because I started my journey since the morning, my phone battery was already low. I need my phone so that I could call my sibling and be home safely. And so I panicked, searching for the electric socket. When I found one, there was a lady using the other socket so I sat beside her. Another episode of terror occurred as the phone just won't charged. Talk about bad timing, huh! So I had to asked the lady and she lent me her charger without hesitation eventho she was charging her phone. It was also a lucky day for me as the lady too is using the same phone brand as mine. So, while waiting we introduced ourselves. After the phone was charged sufficiently, we headed to the cafe (her treat :D ). Personal stories were exchanged over dinner and so were phone numbers. 

I met NC while waiting for the ERL. She was heading to Putrajaya and I, to TBS. She initially inquired me about the train schedule and thus begin our conversation. She is a New Yorker but currently living in Taiwan. She had traveled to several states in Malaysia. She used to study about the river turtles in Terengganu and really like the 'blue rice' in Kelantan. :P Her research about the turtles intrigued me because I never knew river turtles existed. I thought there's only the sea turtles. (FACT: river turtles do not have the mechanism to get rid of the salt water from its body). We continued our conversation in the train until I reach my destination and waved goodbyes. We are still in touch (sometimes) through fb.

I met S in KL Sentral. S is in her 50-ish from Missouri and was travelling alone. S was facing a difficult situation where her passport and purse were stolen. She had been sleeping at the McD for the night. She told me she wanted to go to a church nearby and needed one Ringgit for the bus fare. I was, of course, skeptical of this. After all, I was alone. After talking to her for some time and seeing her tired yet tense expression, I decided to dispose off my prejudice and helped her. 


I will miss all Lone Ranger moments as I don't go out much whenever I'm home. 

Monday, July 27, 2015

Iri Liver

Huuu... Itulah yang mampu cakap kalau baca apa2 penulisan especially yang memberi kesan kat diri ni. Bukan apa, kagum plus jealous dengan orang yang mampu membuat hati tersentuh dengan artikelnya.. Betullah cakap Jamie Foxx dalam filem White House Down, 'Pen is mightier than sword'. 

EH! Rasa pelik pula tulis dalam bahasa Melayu, bukan apa, sebab saya ini jenis tidak reti main dengan bahasa. Jujur, saya selesa menulis dalam bahasa Inggeris, bukan sebab saya ni jenis yang "up" tapi sebab bagi saya senang menyampaikan dalam bahasa tersebut. Senang sebab maksud yang saya nak sampaikan itu..., sampai. Muhaha! 

Anyway, back to the topic. Yep, I AM jealous to those who can write well. Because they can write what they feel with the exact words, and with a correct errr... 'intonation'. This blog was not updated for a long long time. I actually have several unpublished posts and few others lingering in my mind but due to time constraint *mostly* and because I am not capable in writing and put the emotions in my mind into perfect words. I am not a 'flowery'(bunga-bunga) person, I am sort of a straight-forward person. Hence, the unpublished posts are all half-done and even until now the posts remain... half-done. LOL.


Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Please Stand Up

Whoever has promised him-/herself, but never fulfilled it?
Please stand up

Whoever has been broken-heart by someone he/she love?
Please stand up

Whoever has broken the heart of his/her loved ones?
Please stand up

Whoever has loose someone he/she loved?
Please stand up

Whoever has been loosing his/her way?
Please stand up

Whoever has been living in fear?
Please stand up

Whoever has been falling down and down again?
Please, Stand Up.

That is because Allah would not change a favor which He had bestowed upon a people until they change what is within themselves. And indeed, Allah is Hearing and Knowing.
                                                                                                          [surat al-'Anfal 8:53]